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at macs studying The Guide now.

Raju and his multiple facades and long journey to become a holy man is getting on my nerves. I DONT WANT TO THINK about fate, identity and whatever!

oh yes and all the subject combinations for A levels is making me... i dont know, frustrated? I have no idea what i want to be (yet), and no courses really appeal to me. Plus the fact that i feel like taking china studies, History, Computing, etc, alot of which have absolutely no link to anything.

man why am i not fervently passionate about something? then I won't have to deal with all the uncertainty and seemingly endless choices.

oh well i guess there's no use thinking too much about it, since the subjects we choose would have to depend on the year end GPA. meaning i still have to work extra hard for the subjects that i dont like in order to scrape through.

pfffft i just want to sleep.

well at least there's something to look foward to tmr - hamlet @raffleshotel!

one more month to june holidays